6. my neighbour totoro (cantonese). If you buy/Find this for me I would hug you and kiss you and LOVE YOU

Guys and Relationships.

So, I was talking to one of my best guy friends and he was asking me for advice with his relationship. He told me how much pressure he feels sometimes about not screwing up so he doesn’t look like a jerk and all he really wants is to keep his girlfriend happy but no matter what he does or how hard he tries, she always gets upset with him for even the littlest things.. So all his hard work basically goes to waste.

That just made me feel even worse about being a girl. Now, most guys think girls hate them just because they’re guys and there’s this horrible rep set up for them, like all guys are made to hurt girls. But I think guys get less credit and respect than they deserve. A lot of girls don’t see what they’re doing to their boyfriend. They think that just because he’s a guy, he’s automatically the one to blame. Now I think that shit’s unfair. Okay, yeah I’m guilty for once hating on guys and saying disrespectful things about them too.. But I’ve realized that while girls are over here getting all this sympathy for being heart broken, guys have it so much worse. They have to put up this big front, pretending they’re strong and nothing phases them because that’s what guys are supposed to do. But girls, they got it easy.. They can complain, they can bitch, they can cry.. Cos that’s what girls are supposed to do.

But yenno, not all guys are out there to hurt girls. Sometimes it’s the girls fault, she sets herself up. But the guy takes the blame for it because he’s the guy, in the eye of the public: he’s automatically the bad guy. Girls, you gotta cut guys some slack. Don’t get so butthurt over the little mistakes or the choices he makes like not knowing that “in 12 days” is your monthly anniversary or maybe wanting to hang out with his guy friends once in a while or act tough infront of his fiends instead of being lovey dovey with you like always or playing COD instead of watching Mean Girls with you on a Sunday Morning. If you don’t wanna be let down, don’t expect so much from him. You’re lucky to have him. He’s there to protect you and support you. Guys can’t read minds and they don’t know everything, so don’t get mad when he orders take-out instead of cooking a 5 star meal for you two. Sometimes they need a heads up, they need help, insight, hints! And they try so hard, just for you. All a guy wants to do is keep his number one girl happy, at all times. You don’t think it hurts them when they know they made us cry ? Of course it does. and yeah, okay.. Some guys are straight up jerks but it works like that for girls too, some girls are straight up bitches but it doesn’t classify the whole gender, remember that.

Just saying.

I want a boy in 2011. Not just any boy though... I want a boy who would sleep with me and no I don't mean have sex with me. I mean just lay next to me on a bed and fall asleep. I want a boy who wouldn't want to spend 24 hours a day 7 days a week with me. It gets really annoying. I mean I need space and so does the guy. I don't find it cute when guys cling onto their girls as if they're on life support. I defiantly don't want someone who would text me every hour and ask me what I'm doing. I like over protective guys, I find them cute.. but you have to know when to stop. I have guy friends as much as the next girl... and we're close enough to be called siblings. What would give you the idea of us running to them when we have you? LOL and well the basics; well mannered when meeting my sister or whatever, has to be funny- i like guys who would make me laugh, be able to understand that I can't always tell him what's wrong, they have to be able to get along with my friends (Thats my golden rule) and well I want someone who wont pressure me into doing something I don't want to do... But you know what? Guys like that don't exists and if they do they're either taken or TAKEN.

anyways I took up enough of your time Alice. I hope you read this LOL (:

me:

I have a bad temper.

I have more enemies than friends.

I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup. somtimes

I wear glasses. somtimes

I change my hair colour

I have small feet.

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now. 

I’m crushin’.

I’ve missed an ex before.

I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.

Friendships:

I’ve beaten up a friend.

Experiences:

I’ve been in some sort of club.

Music:

I buy CD’s.

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.

I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.

Family Life:

I have at least one brother.

I’ve ran away from my home.

Hair:

I’ve been blonde.

I’ve had black.

I'm really sorry about not blogging these days. I've been too caught up with my life, movies and crap 8) LMFAO. However I'll try to blog tomorrow.. seriously I will try. ughh.. I just feel so lazy these days. I mean I haven't sent dan fb messages everyday :$ Its been like a week since my last post to him UGHHHH i'm such a bad friend LOL!

I’m cocky.

I cry easily.

I have more enemies than friends.

I clean my room daily.

I change my hair colour often.

I straighten my hair often.

I have a piercing other than my ears.

I have small feet.

I’ve missed an ex before.

An ex has physically abused me at least once.

I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.

I believe lust is more important than love.

I’ve beaten up a friend, for fun :)

I’ve gone bungee jumping.

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

I listen to country.

I hate the radio.

I buy cd’s.

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.

I watch soap operas daily.

I’m in love with days of our lives.

I’ve seen and like popular.

I’ve seen and like everwood.

I have at least one brother.

I have at least one step brother/sister.

I have at least one half brother/sister.

I’ve ran away from my home.

I’ve been brown... whats that meant to mean?

I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.

I’ve been blonde.

I’ve been black. I am at the moment

I’ve been light brown.

I’ve been blue/green.

I use conditioner.

I’ve used hot oil treatments.

I’ve been suspended.

I’ve had an in-school suspension.

I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

I’ve failed art.

I’ve failed p.e.

I’ve failed math.

I’ve failed another class.

I apologise for my absence these past few days. I've been giving too much attention to the other blog and the tumbr account. I also apologise in advance for this post, as it is going to be filled with cusses and/or swear words. I'm sorry if this offends you in any way but just GTFO because I'm on a blogging rampage.

So I should start off with the biggest fucking piss off in 2010 history. The word 'SLUT' has been thrown around a lot these days and honestly it has lost its meaning. The word slut means or is meant to mean; a person who sleeps around with everyone NOT, someone who wears short shorts and cakes on make up! I mean you can look like a slut but that doesn't mean that you ARE a slut. I swear people should stop judging others or trying to insult others by calling them a slut because ONE) The likely hood of them actually being a slut is extremely slim and TWO) Try actually looking at yourself and calling yourself a slut before you fucking even bother making a statement like that.

Onto another subject, I'm sick of people commenting us girls about our assets. We can't fucking choose the size of them so either shut the fuck up or get the fuck out. I mean its not like you dickheads get to choose the size of your dicks so please just shut the fuck up. Like I know you guys have a dick and all but that doesn't fucking give you an excuse to be the dick you are. Its rude and no one likes it.

Last but not least, can everyone just shut the fuck up about people missing me or people feeling cut over me not speaking to them? I mean I do it because I have nothing to say and I don't want to acknowledge them. This has nothing to do with you, so why the fuck do you want to know so much? I don't need people to pressure me about talking to some fucking pricks when I didn't fucking do anything wrong in the first place. Its my choice not yours. Like I gave them a huge time limit to apologise to my face. Fuck I gave them over 7 weeks to apologise and Its not my fault that they haven't yet. So please Just SHUT THE FUCK UP AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED GO ASK THEM.

ahaha I haven't spoken to you in ages. I wonder whose fault that would be mmmh? LOL you used to be such a cute kid, what happened? LMFAO jokes. ahaha I'm starting to miss the crap out of you in commerce, all those jokes you made about our teachers were LOL AHAHA especially Miss Scribner! "I wanna jizz on her face" AHAHAHAHA So today is your special day, do whatever as long as you're happy right?! LMFAO are you spending today with Nancy? ;D ehehehe nah jokes. Wishing you and Nancy all the Best and HAPPY FCUKING Seventeenth BIRTHDAY (: ..i think you're seventeen right? or are you sixteen? SEE WHAT I MEAN?! I havn't spoken to you in AGES I even forgot how old you are :(